2011

wah!!.. i have long time din update my blog..

since now i m a little bit free so i decided to post some in my profile..
wah!!! almost wanna reach 1 year i have been leave my hometown to other state..
the busy life in university which were full of tutorial, assignment and the worst is exam...
all this things almost wanna make me damn crazy with my current life..
all of this condition make me forget the pain of leaving my hometown.
i could adapt it myself..
i didn't cry alone even the raining day..

i become strong..
but as i think its hard 4 me to overcome it
because i m a person who very slow to receive the environment changes..
but everythings is change
i change to be more mature
mayb they all still think i m like a child.
i change to be more independent
i change to be more understand PEOPLE..
but the changes of somethings that i wont like..
i hate the time pass very fast..
i hate the forgotten of pass memories..
i hate we not that close that last time..
i hate we have boundaries when we are in conversation
i hate i have nothing to talk to u all..
and the last i hate i have over teenagers period.
i really hope everythings will remains the same..

include the relationship between us..

everything was changed

The passing of time full with tutorial and exam

allowed me to forget you

i was asked my my friend

did you still have the feeling to him

i was wondering what answer i gonna give

because i really dunno what answer i can said

sometime i will remember the time we have together

the memories are always in my mind.

I taught the other guys maybe can let me forget the existing of you

But so far i couldn't find it..

and i hoping one day i will treat you as my good friend only is enough.

although we live very near but we can't manage to meet up together

is not i don't want is because i don't dare to face you

maybe i'm the one who bertepuk tangan sebelah tak berbunyi...