Boring Life

stil have another 1 weektime
then i will be going back to my hometown which is Penang
kinda a interesting feeling like wanna fly back without aeroplane
hahhaha... ridiculous

i m getting worried now...
stil considering whether wanna continue my study in this uni
i swear i don even enjoy life over here...
wat to do??
seeing my fren can go oversea study
kanda a bit jealous
but i sure i will be getting very very boring n feeling lonely if i study there

why???
it different culture, language n so on
but it's the way that we can learn independent
of course i m here can learn lots of stuff
such as wash my cloth wif my own hand everyday
control my own pocket money so that i wont spend out of my budget
but...

i cant really find any thing that i can learn over uni here
i mean in academic
it can said all lecturer here are MALAYs
my english teacher can communicate wif her student in malay
how the student going to learn international language???
my management teacher always talking nonsense in the class
without teaching anythings to us which is relevant to the course that we take..

CONSIDERING
should i take private uni is better??
i really scare it will bring disappointed to my parents
but 4 years
can i overcome??


i hope so