Everythings Change

What is the meaning of my blog theme? EVERYTHING CHANGE?

Is it means that i have change of myself due to the changing of environment and age? Actually i also don't know why i have this theme. i just saw back the pictures that i have taken during my secondary school time and form 6 time. It really surprising me that what i have done during that time. Just realized that it was not me, it totally different of me now. No one will know what's my past.

Actually, i have seldom have best friends in my life although i'm closing with everyone. My life actually is less of sense of security. I have normally with depend to others. I remember that when i was form 2, i have change to top class due to my better result.I was cried very hard that time because i'm forced to leave my best friends. I was alone during my form 2 although it is a good class and good environment to study. But no ones know that i'm alone that time. I have been suffer for 2 years that time. Besides, my form 1 best friends told me that i have change a lot because i have friends with the students that have better results and ignored her. No ones know i was very sad when she told me this because she is always in my mind although we are different class. One thing i can said that i will never forget you once i treat you as my best friends although whatever you have done to me. Best friends will never change.

Due to the increasing of my age, i have change to be more mature without cry out easily. I swear to myself that i won't drop my tears easily. But it is a lie,i never change from this also.

2012 March

It's has been long time that i have never update my blog. Of course there are very bored to start my blog with this sentences. ahhhahhahha....

Well, time pass very fast. It's already in the the year of 2012 which a year that very uncertainty. Why do i said that it's an uncertainty year? Because in this year, starting in my sem 6, it already full with meetings, discussions and ASSIGNMENT!!!!!

Actually what meetings that make me so busy?? hahhahhaa... that not only came from one source. Because i have involve myself in my university with the program of Accounting Carnival as a position of Maketing Manager. Besides, i'm a roles to my high school devision and student division in SGM. As a PIC of student division, i have plenty of work regading to motivate my junior and involve myself hard in the exhibition that regarding to the topic of "Seeds of Hope" and "Tranforming in Human spirit without Nuclear". I really do hope i can do well the activities that i have taken.

For the discussion and assignments , it's really damn crasy works that i have.
It's upgrading me to be a very busy people.hhahha.. although i know that this is the fundamental responsilities as an "UNIVERSITY"S STUDENT". But to be frank, why don't our lecturer decreses some of the task a little bit, so that i can take a deep breath. If not, i'll die because of that damn assignments.

Hopefully i can take a long travel that can let me to release all of my stress. Go some place that full with natural scenes in Malaysia that can let me take a fresh deep breath such as Cameron Highlands. Because i already bored with the city life... Hope that also i'll go there with my love ones.

Time past

Yesterday i was told by my friend that we have already past 2 years ago after form 6. When that i was shocked when i heard what she said to me.I was wondering why time can past so fast as i don't the heart to accept the truth. I thought i have just finish form 6 only and don't wonder that i have been in local-U for 2years already.

In this 2 years pass, i couldn't forget what was happened last 2 years and the happiness memories that we have last time.. Seriously it hard, but the only thing that depressed me is we seldom contact to each others among the friends. During holiday i dunno y i don't have the mood to hang out instead to stay at home alone. Maybe it is more comfortable i think, i used the time to pass with my family members as i could.I'm have the heart to help my father compare to last time that don't want to help him as once.But i will try my heart to go hang out with those who is my best friends.

In this 2 years, i have busy with those crazing assignment and exam. Those stuffs make me don't have the time to think much. after coming in to uni, i realize that how people can take granted to the benefits and betray their friends. I realized among all friends doesn't means can be treated as friends. There have no point to waste these kind of time to care what others people have said about as long as i'm happy with my decision.

再讲你啊！

那你和她有什么分别呢？

我就是这样的

对人不对事

你自己反省啦！

和你讲话会很累。

you are so....

Contradictions

Fake

limitation

Everyone have the limit.

If u over my limitation, i'm sure you will kena from me.

Now i already have the high level of api to release.

if u come, get prepare for yourself.

My feeling

TIRED

I have already get bored of this kind of life.

People asked me "don't care too much"

"It's better for me to forget it rather than get angry to others."

"It's not worth at all to get angry."

But to be frank, it's hard for me to overcome it by myself although it's a small stuffs which might others' think.

i have already get bored to contribute always.

It's is not worth for me to contribute as much for those who din appreciate it at all.

It's fair for us who always contribute?

i have get bored of this kind of life

and being tired.